The WILD BEAUTY

Now, that I'm ready to feel... I'm ready to fell it all.

This Universe, this Cosmos, this Golden Arms have been shown
me that there is nothing wrong about pain, sorrow or any other 
uncomfortable feeling. And the reason why I say this is because if you truly stay in your heart, happiness and joy is not all you will find there.

Now that I am finally able to dive into my own “river mouth” I can see all the sediments and parts of me that I've been hiding even of myself... All that I've been caring without even being aware of it.

During an exercise in a workshop I’ve done, someone once wrote "The presence of this art piece makes me feel my own being , my duality, the acceptance of the shadow and the light. It's like if its energy reminds me that I can be anything I wish, that all is just inside of me. I choose to stay here next to this ceramic piece because it nurtures my soul."

Energetically, this woman could feel the presence of light and 
darkness in this unique art piece because she also recognizes this same duality within herself. We only can identify and appreciate anything outside if we are able to feel it fisrt and 
find it within ourselves.

On that same day another woman called this ceramic piece The Wild Beauty. This is why I decided to name it this way. In her own words she even shared that it reminded 
her of "flow and sensuality, the power of being free, beauty and wilderness, all at the same time. It's nurtures me with beauty, freedom and creativity.".

Well, so what does it mean?

Does feelings and facing our wounds 
really expand our creativity?

Is it true that our pain can set us free? What if we can really be beautiful and wild at the same time? What is it about wilderness, freedom and creativity?

While all my intuition and heart were guiding me during the 
creative process of developing this specific one of a kind art piece, I felt totally vulnerable. After adding this wound (the black clay on it), when firing this ceramic body for the second time, a huge crack took place underneath the piece. So, while I thought this visible wound was the main pain of this “archetype”, there was something bigger, deeper, more powerfull hidden.

During my childhood I was sexually abused by the male energy 
that should have loved me, protected me and taken care of me the most. My own father. Growing up with all this pain and memories stuck deeply inside of my all cells, it was hard to "exist" in any other way besides believing that there was something really wrong about me.

In cases of sexual abuse, as women, if we don’t seek for light and healing, the biggest probability is that we end up growing believing that we are some kind of "mistake". And because of it no one else will ever be able to love us, the same way those abusive adults weren’t while we grew up.

Transformation is the natural consequence of feeling the pain we need to set us free.

“I thought the most beautiful thing in the world must be shadow (...)" It seems like Sylvia Plath knew all about this polarity when she wrote these words. As the poet she was, I know she found so much inspiration within her own pain. But I believe our wounds are here to sow transformation. Sylvia Plath ended up committing suicide while she was 30 years old and had three children. Later on one of her sons ended up putting an end as well to his life. What we don't heal in ourselves we keep perpetuating in the next generations. 

What is this such unique power that is on our own hands right now?

Which seed is this one that we all are invited to sow by transforming who we are into the best human being we have ever desired to become, even before we were born?

What is this wild, original and unique contribution we are here to be?

The "old" ways of being have been guiding us to be addicted to joy, happiness and having everything fixed and resolved all the time in our life so that we can be dependent of the system. Sometimes the pain is so huge that we feel incapable of finding our own answers and peace. It is all fine. Nature is not always giving fruits. There is a time to everything. So it is our own nature. There is a time to deeply dive into our waters, into our emotions, into our roots and ... truly heal and empower  them. That's how then we are capable
of standing up and just like a tree, reaching the skies as higher as the "DNA" of our soul call us to reach...

Only then we are able to blossom through the flowers we have naturally become and have created through this process...

Are we ready to be responsible and to embody our own legacy?

Tell me if you are... and why...

Come with me...

You are not alone...